O gush, y every body got to be so hard, my best friend is frowning because i, who had a shity day so far, refuse to hang out with him and some trashbags, its just not me, i hate groups.
If i only had money, thinks would be way too different, i think i should put an end to my life, maybe the world is full of people like me trying to ruin others life, simply by not talking.
Its not a blog for u to read, its a blog for me to write, and as ive been told, it feels good to let go of thoughts.
my college is a blossoming success, i got a complete grade at my intermediate programming course, but its not about grade, i study to escape from reality, i hate to be seen.
maybe its all in my head, maybe am not that bad, but i know something for sure, i am hurting my self, isnt that bad enough.
its my first blog and probably my last, i couldve write those thoughts in any piece of paper, but i just cant, cause it really felt bad, rather than good. i want the whole world to know, that u r what you looks alike, all this talking about being beautiful in the inside is the main things and leaving a good impression, its all nonsense.
am not a showoff but i have a sweetheart, i can give u my clothes for nothing, and wake naked just to c your smile, and let me tell u something, it never get me what i want.
